Tag: music
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Everchanging Love & Some Dark Truths
A lot of emotional shedding lately and I’m wondering if I’ve fallen off the wagon. Or maybe it’s just this dark weather in June that has me in the feels. Rightfully continuing to change the course of my life so I can stay in motion. So, I can. Be happy? So, I can. Find my…
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May Your Home be You
I never thought I’d be roaming like this. Sleeping in random places and moving in between spaces with solitude of where to call my “home”. Not looking for pity or attention. More so to bring light to a unique situation. That of a painful past and bright future. Now I understand why homeless become “homeless”.…
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Plastered in Thought
2 months without a creative outlet. Doing the routine thing. That daily traffic drive. The alarm going off hourly to remind me to get up and stretch. Litigating my own cases because I don’t trust attorneys. Systematically on point and focused; one task at a time. Forgetting what it’s like to feel inspired. I’m not…
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Sex in the City and Me
6 seasons of Sex in the City and a hand full of job applications later . . . It’s October and I’m in between the in between career change. Six months late to be exact. It’s taken me some time to understand that a full-time job with benefits does not define me. Neither should a…
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The Music Industry
Why did it take me 10 years to dive into music? I was part of the music “scene” at around 14 years old and found a lot of reasons why I thought I couldn’t be a part of it. To start, I hated performing in front of people. I always felt no one truly paid…
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Unanswered questions answered – What’s NEXT?
These last six months have flashed right before my eyes in what felt like micro-seconds. What’s next? I’ve been asked a lot of different questions after quitting my full-time job as an administrator of claims. Why did you quit? Do you have another job lined up? What do you do if not work? What are…
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In Chad Smith’s words: “She has an old soul. I can tell from her eyes.”
After an incredible jazz fusion set, the group made its way to the bar area where I was downing Corona’s by the hour. By then, I had met a few of the regulars in prior shows and talked to Chad several times about how awesome I felt he was. This distinctive night was life-altering. I…