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Late Night Conversations

September 27, 2022

It’s impossible for me to sleep tonight. I just took my first STEM course exam in hopes of setting myself up to one day enter a PhD program in observational Astronomy. Before I get to that you must know. . … Read on . . .Late Night Conversations

Value Your Sex Life

August 9, 2022

Women sexuality. Stop the shame and let’s move on, yes? Minority women suffer the most. As a Hispanic, the idea to be a sexually active human being means you no longer belong to the family tree AND you must live … Read on . . .Value Your Sex Life

Unlimited Love – Sensitivity Doesn’t Exist

July 3, 2022

The practice of losing control and learning to take it back. As women, we still seem to face pressure in being seen as “crazy” or “over emotional” beings. Dramatic. Etc. The truth is far from these negative connotations. I’m learning … Read on . . .Unlimited Love – Sensitivity Doesn’t Exist

Embrace the Chaos

May 19, 2022

Numb-free since August 2021 It hasn’t been pretty. There’s a lot of excess shedding going on and vulnerability. I’d call this next Chapter of my life “How to be Human Again”. Getting constant feelings regularly and always changing with no … Read on . . .Embrace the Chaos

Goodbye Fear, Hello Life

March 23, 2022

I’m finding out love REALLY IS the answer to all hurtles. I’m becoming who I am and not catering to others wants or needs – truly becoming it and not just expressing it. 7 months later, I’m barely feeling healed … Read on . . .Goodbye Fear, Hello Life

Conventional Therapy is Not For Everyone

February 2, 2022February 10, 2022

So much abuse, so little conversation. I want to say this about surviving sexual abuse because I’ve noticed through my own experience of learning how to heal, that it’s easy to give up, shut down and isolate during the lows … Read on . . .Conventional Therapy is Not For Everyone

Momentary Lapse

November 18, 2021February 10, 2022

The mind shift returns with vengeance momentarily. There’s still a lot of scars and pain. I say PTSD free because the thick helmet is gone, and my chest pain is gone. More importantly, the FEAR has kicked rocks far from … Read on . . .Momentary Lapse