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Mindless or Mindful
I wake up with nowhere to go. Nothing of significance to do. My hand reaches for a phone that is now an apparatus in flesh. It slows down my neurons habitually with garbage. Making it harder and harder to think. And I allow it. Like a junkie looking forward to its next dose and wondering…
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Checking in With the Universe
I completed a therapy session yesterday. Just one more session, sure. I did notice something different this time around. My desire to see this treatment through has a little more attitude. It was a full blown open and honest discussion. A rare encounter for me given that I lack trust in most people I meet.…
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On a Positive Note
We all care about what matters. Life and each-other’s wellbeing. When we see injustice, we feel anger and disappointment. When we see some act of unity, we smile. It’s funny because the majority of people want the same end results. We just can’t agree on how to get there. I’ve been holding back in expressing…
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The CARES ACT and FAMILIES FIRST CORONAVIRUS RESPONSE ACT – What WE need to know
Usually I do freewrites – Today I reviewed two Laws our government passed to provide aide and here’s what I found. This should serve as a Quick Short Guide to what the American Government really did while writing what you’ve come to know as the “Stimulus Package Deal” Sources: Bill S3548 (CARES ACT) https://www.congress.gov/116/bills/s3548/BILLS-116s3548is.pdf H.R.…
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Hitler lover or Dreamer?
The time I got called a Hitler Lover by a high school Teacher during Detention. And here I am writing about something similar but hopefully not getting in trouble for it. The unpreparedness of our country is crushingly discouraging and rightfully so. With an attempt to lockdown millions of people, the lack of trust in…
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Plastered in Thought
2 months without a creative outlet. Doing the routine thing. That daily traffic drive. The alarm going off hourly to remind me to get up and stretch. Litigating my own cases because I don’t trust attorneys. Systematically on point and focused; one task at a time. Forgetting what it’s like to feel inspired. I’m not…
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2019 Failures. Try Try Again!
First 2020 post on a 1/11 date. <3 I’m fortunate enough to be given one more day to breathe and am sensing the need to connect with you once more. Mental State? Still going through some heavy episodes. F Physical state? From 8/10 pain to now 5/10. Huge improvement. Relationships? No comment. F Career? Changes…