Tag: freewrite
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Catch the Demons while you still can…
I might need to relocate sooner than later. Not to run from or change my situation. Mainly to reset or recharge in some way. Somewhere new where the weight of relationships and finance loosen up a little. But then the words of my guide come into play. “You can do that in another city or…
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Unlimited Love – Sensitivity Doesn’t Exist
The practice of losing control and learning to take it back. As women, we still seem to face pressure in being seen as “crazy” or “over emotional” beings. Dramatic. Etc. The truth is far from these negative connotations. I’m learning that “sensitivity” is a false construct we’ve placed as a description to try to avoid…
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Ketamine
I’m not sure what I’m feeling All I notice is the rush of angst running through my veins again. It’s 11PM and there’s a sense of confusion – You see I’ve been in this ketamine treatment plan for about a month now. And I must say. The experience is vibrant. Out of this world and…
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Checking in With the Universe
I completed a therapy session yesterday. Just one more session, sure. I did notice something different this time around. My desire to see this treatment through has a little more attitude. It was a full blown open and honest discussion. A rare encounter for me given that I lack trust in most people I meet.…
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Plastered in Thought
2 months without a creative outlet. Doing the routine thing. That daily traffic drive. The alarm going off hourly to remind me to get up and stretch. Litigating my own cases because I don’t trust attorneys. Systematically on point and focused; one task at a time. Forgetting what it’s like to feel inspired. I’m not…
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Sex in the City and Me
6 seasons of Sex in the City and a hand full of job applications later . . . It’s October and I’m in between the in between career change. Six months late to be exact. It’s taken me some time to understand that a full-time job with benefits does not define me. Neither should a…
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Chaos Within
Blogs don’t write themselves. Here’s the thing, I’m not a planner. There’s a plus and minus to it. Spontaneity can be exciting, but it can also cause some unexpected hurdles. This time it fell through the cracks. I envisioned my summer to be full of mixed martial arts training, creative writing, freelance work and travel.…