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Why are we here? Ask Neutrinos

November 12, 2021

My current obsession: answering the question, why were we created? The current answer: to experience human life. Done. When it’s felt deeply, it’s understood, and it creates internal gratitude like no other. Like the kind that brings tears of happiness … Read on . . .Why are we here? Ask Neutrinos

Let’s Analyze – PTSD Pre and Post Ketamine

November 2, 2021

I had my first trigger yesterday since I did Ketamine. I’m inclined to sort through the symptoms pre and post. What better way than to write it out. I’m aware we mostly keep our journals to ourselves. Trust me, I … Read on . . .Let’s Analyze – PTSD Pre and Post Ketamine

Mindless or Mindful

November 24, 2020

I wake up with nowhere to go. Nothing of significance to do. My hand reaches for a phone that is now an apparatus in flesh. It slows down my neurons habitually with garbage. Making it harder and harder to think. … Read on . . .Mindless or Mindful

How do you Heal?

November 18, 2019

Exactly 6 months ago today my life took a turn for the worse after a gym session that shut my body down with no return. I kept putting blame on the training. On working too hard and not smart. Maybe … Read on . . .How do you Heal?

What it’s like to live with PTSD – why it shouldn’t define you

January 30, 2019

“Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) – a condition of persistent mental and emotional stress occurring as a result of injury or severe psychological shock, typically involving disturbance of sleep and constant vivid recall of the experience, with dulled responses to others … Read on . . .What it’s like to live with PTSD – why it shouldn’t define you